When I woke up this morning, it was like any other work day. Out of bed, get dressed, got in the car and drove. As usual joined the mayhem that is the M4/F4 or whatever it’s called these days, dropped Robin off at her place of employment, down the hill, cross the river and into the hospital carpark. This would be the last ever shift in nursing. I’d spent my entire nursing career at Concord. I trained there. I learnt many hard lessons there. I saw the best and worst of human nature. I worked with some of the most wonderfully dedicated people on the planet. I also worked with some downright arseholes who made my time there, especially the early years, very difficult. Thinking back now, I worked in many areas. In rough chronological order they were; Orthopaedics, Neurology, Geriatrics, General Surgical/Day Surgery, Respiratory, Vascular, Oncology/Haemotology, MRSA Isolation, Urology, Patient Transport and Burns. I spent 9 years in Burns.
I was in outpatients clinic for my last shift. As usual, went into the boss’ office, got the key from the top drawer and opened up the outpatients office. As always Prof Haertsch was in Consult Room 1, dressed in scrubs for a day of surgery, reading his SMH and doing the crosswords. Our usual morning greetings were passed. I switched on the hallway lights and then I saw it. Right at the end of the hall, on the patient’s toilet door no less, was a huge Farewell Tim sign. It made me grin and shake my head. I walk down the hall and opened up the Treatment Room, switched on the lights and found yet more signs. One stuck to the window, the other on the computer monitor. Cheeky buggers. Night shift obviously had a quiet night

Received a SMS from Mum wishing me well on my last day. Not long after I got an SMS from Yvonne simply stating “Last Day!” Then the girls started file into the room. Sarah and Megan, both still in very upset at my leaving, came in and gave me big hugs and laughed at all the signs everywhere. Everybody entering outpatients was going to know it was my last day! Helen from night duty came over and admitted she was the sign culprit. Kathy the ward secretary came in shortly afterwards. Then Chris O came in, as did Michelle the Occupational Therapist. Rae the Nurse Practitioner with her bright red hair then came bouncing in. Strewth! It was only 0800hrs!! I still had another 7 hours to go in the shift!

I didn’t have much planned for the day, just had to prepare files for the next day’s Plastics Clinic, sort through the remaining data and basically tie up loose ends. The morning absolutely flew by! I ended up doing my last ever laser doppler and burns dressing on man with a hot water scald to his foot. It was rather nasty. He’ll probably end up being grafted. Chris O shouted me a hot chocolate with extra marshmellows! Robin rang me to see how I was going and if anything interesting was happening. Told her she was to join me in the afternoon after work for my farewell afternoon tea. Didn’t at all feel hungry today. Not sure why.
Bought James up to speed with the two databases. Yes, it was a crash course, but he’ll pick it up easily enough. The data job was a difficult job. Entering the data is a piece of piss, getting staff to write down the appropriate details on the data form is the hard part. Endless hours of chasing up data I will not miss. I do know that the data is essential in proving the need for more funding, research, education & prevention. I’m proud of the fact that over the years I actively contributed to setting up & fine tuning the statewide burns database and that Prof Maitz had the faith in me to be on the Reference Committee for the Bi-National Burns database. NSW is years ahead of all the other burns units in Australia & NZ in terms of burns data collection. I’m very proud to have actively contributed to that database being where it is today.
Overall, I feel proud and honoured to have worked in best damn burns unit in the country. It was the only speciality I truly felt at home in during my nursing career. I learnt so much in my time there. I grew as a nurse, as well as a person. I saw some terribly horrible things. I saw plenty of death. I saw so much more hope, guts, determination and spirit. I kinda feel like my burns nursing career reads like a soldiers war record. Bali Bombings. Canberra Bushfires. Bondi Gas Explosion. Bathurst Bushfire. Princes Highway Tanker Crash. All high profile events, some with tragic stories, all filled with people overcoming adversity. Humans are truly amazing. Severe burns change, not only the victim/survivor’s life, but their partner, family, friends, colleagues lives as well. And yes, it affect the burn care professionals too. I cannot speak highly enough of the outstanding multi-disciplinary burns team at Concord. Each and everyday they work small miracles.
Anyway, got off track there. The afternoon quickly came around and it was time to help out with Profs Maitz and Haertsch clinics. As is always the case, there was a large volume of patients to see. Just at the start of the clinics, Penny, Nerida and Miranda came in to say goodbye. Hugs & kisses all round again. The 3 of them were at an ECG course, getting education hours up for the new national healthcare professionals registration requirements. A number of patients also said goodbye to me as they came and went from clinic. Eventually the boys got through the clinic and the girls had turned the therapy room into a party room. They knew I’m a choc-a-holic, so a huge chocolate platter was put together along with loads of other good food, like cheese and crackers, chips, dips, lollies, drinks etc. Robin arrived at just the right time, since my former hungry co-workers were attacking the food with vigour!

Chris P said a few words and tried not to cry. Robin cried though. You see, she’s only ever known me as a nurse and I’ve been a burns nurse for almost all of our married life together. It’s a big change for her as well as me. Prof Maitz jokingly called me a traitor and said I’d never really leave. Prof Haertsch also jokingly gave me a hard time for leaving but also bestowed on me lifetime membership at his dairy farm. And somehow I think I become a lifetime member of Concord Burns Unit. As Sarah said to me during the afternoon “You’re well loved by all here Timmy and you will be sorely missed.” Timmy. Just about everyone called me Timmy at the unit. Even the Profs would call me Timmy.
After all the speeches, photos and food & drink, it was time for me to clear out my locker and sign off. With a box full of crap from my locker under my arm and Robin by my side holding a plate of goodies, I left the Burns Unit for the last time as a nurse.
I really have no idea how I feel. I don’t believe it has truly hit me yet. This is it. The end of an era.